I just started to work on my Commercial and decided to do it all form the right side so to be ready fro my CFI. My flight yesterday was just absolutely terrible. I was wondering if this is normal or did I just brutally suck. It my second flight right side and we had a 20 kt crosswind with gusts to 25. I tried landing 4 times with my instructor and never was able to follow through with a good landing. Each time I just ballooned and was all over the place. I was so tense I gave myself a blister! It was extremely discouraging. I so felt like packing my bags and never flying again. I would love to hear your thoughts and advice on this . Thanks